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I absolutely adore films, especially horror. This is my personal blog, and it's about all kinds of random things and blurbs about daily life as I try to capture my thoughts/emotions through it; part of me has a thing for bright colors while the other part loves to dwell in the darkness, I also have a random fondness for vintage... I'm just me..nothing more, nothing less.
aaaahhhhhh so relaxing :-P

aaaahhhhhh so relaxing :-P

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8 months ago
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yum yum, best fall treat with black coffee :-P

yum yum, best fall treat with black coffee :-P

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8 months ago
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I wouldn’t mind if the front of my house looked like that :-P

I wouldn’t mind if the front of my house looked like that :-P

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8 months ago
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Hahahahah this is so perfect :-P

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9 months ago
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I’ve always tried to be the best I can be for you, always tried to be supportive and caring and understanding and everything in between.  I’ve always tried to be everything you need and to be a good person for you.

and what I get is 

"why is it so easy for you to always cut me out just like that, am I that insignificant to you?"

"no you just make it that way"

so apparently I say one thing that YOU take out of context and it’s ground for you to not want me in your life anymore

I bring up one topic for discussion and it’s something more than it is.  I get frustrated and angry and sad that you havent answered any of my calls or texts when i’ve been trying all day and night and send you a text saying “fine, have a nice day” and that’s wrong me

i’m sorry I have emotions.  i’m sorry I get sad and frustrated and angry when i’m feeling unappreciated and ignored.

but what saddens me the most to the utmost level is the fact that apparently I make it easy for you to not want me there anymore.  So i say one thing that YOU take out of context, send a text or two because i’m being ignored and unappreciated and thats grounds for making it easy to drop me from your life but others can blatantly disrespect you and your entire family but you have no problem keeping that person in your life.

I feel defeated.  Sad.  Frustrated.  But above all I feel like being a good person in this world is bullshit.

9 months ago
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If the world was ending tonight, what would you want to be doing and who would you want to be with?

oh my gosh thank goodness for fall! October is my favorite month - halloween and the start of the crisp winter air!

10 months ago
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My pupster :-P

8 months ago
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I’d love to have this tree

I’d love to have this tree

8 months ago
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Finally found some pumpkin pie in whole foods and had my first slice with karma sutra starbucks coffee this morning for breakfast, yum!

Finally found some pumpkin pie in whole foods and had my first slice with karma sutra starbucks coffee this morning for breakfast, yum!

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8 months ago
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My sorta kinda new fav catchy song that’s joined my phone music library

10 months ago
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So i’ve been unempl. for about two months now and I had all these plans on things I wanted to accomplish while searching and so far i’ve gotten nothing done.  Except buy a mac which had been on my list of things I want since I was like in middle school.  No joke, well no i’d say since end of high school .. that sounds more right, since i’ve been interested in film making i’ve wanted one which totally makes sense

anyway, i’ve deviated.  Besides that I havent done anything and it sometimes makes me wonder if that renders the past two months of my life as being insignificant.  Its not like i’ve got a trust fund to live off of so you would think there would be plenty of incentive to get something going but I dont know… 

A few days ago I texted a friend “if I want an empire I need to start building it now” and that’s true so why havent I? I need to.  I need to stop being so devoted to things that are an uphill battle and start devoting more time to productive things.  

10 months ago
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